Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in Savannah's LiveJournal:

Monday, November 24th, 2003
10:28 am	YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am very thankful for holidays. In high school they weren't a big deal but I miss my family and friends. Victoria is more like a sister and her and her family is definately an extention to mine. I feel very lucky because those friends don't come around very often. Well, I need to go so I can study for Math (i HATE math). I've only had 2 and 1/2 hours of sleep!! Current Mood: a little tired (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
2:33 pm	I went to Antioch Church this morning! I'm sorry, but some professions of faith just crack me up on how they practice faith. I tend to be the more silent type. We won our soccer game yesterday (Saturday) and it was awesome! I hope we win on Monday! We just need a little practice. But anyway...the message was good today so it wasn't all lost. I need to be more thankful for what I have and that I could be just as devote if I wasn't a nun. I knew this before but sometimes it takes someone saying it for it to click. I went to a wedding yesterday too, which made me feel extremely depressed. How come I haven't been even on a date yet? I feel like Quasi Moto up in the tower of Notre Dame! Oh, well... I have an essay that is due on Tuesday before 2pm, which I'm supposed to watch the movie for but it's all the way across campus so I think I will just bull shit my way through this one. It can't be any worse than in the beginning of this class and I really don't want to watch it anyway. Well, need to go but don't want to...probably stay on the internet all day anyway. Current Mood: busy, excited (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
2:35 pm	Vamp Ideas and More!!! Well, here it goes...we had our first soccer game last night. We lost 3-1. Not bad we need to work on getting the ball down the court. Afterwards I went to Starbucks and got an Eggnog Latte after which I couldn't go to sleep (duh!!!). My alarm button got an intense workout this morning because I was tired, dammit! I went to soccer practice and read my e-mails to find out that I need shinguards for soccer tonite. OK-vamp ideas: Major conflict-why does it always have to be about a vamp hunt? We should make it to where they are like loosing blood and can't keep it in. Futuristic idea-vamps have taken over and there are few good, lots of bad I really should start keeping a notebook because some of these things hit me at the most inopertune moments...during the symphony the other nite and now I can't remember it, damn! Well, need to go to Wal-Mart for shinguards. Current Mood: energetic (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 20th, 2003
6:12 pm	I feel like a soccer geek!! You're the Muppet Babies! You make our dreams come true...too bad your nanny wears ugly-ass socks and has no head. Oh well, you have a good imagination...and no matter how bored you are, you can always think of something fun to do Which 80s Cartoon Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Hey that quiz was cool. I was Muppet Babies and I loved that show! Well, here it goes...I have soccer practice tonite, a tournament Friday and Saturday. Friday is from 10pm to 12am. Saturday is at 5pm. I had a revelation today about my dad...we don't like each other. I feel that my friends care about me more and his friends are more important to him than me. I have seen him a grand total of 1 time since August. Yeah, I would like for my father to be there but he isn't and nothing is going to change that. I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't show up for my funeral. He loves me cuz he has to. If he didn't my mom would kick his ass. But as a person, if he wasn't my father (which is just a title) I would have no inclination to even want to meet him. He is soooooooo retarded sometimes and I have become very good at tuning him out whenever he lapses into his fishing tales. Oh, well back to more important stuff...Everyone on my hall is or has been sick. I think I am but not sure. I feel nausous most of the time and very tired but I don't have any time to rest. My mom was supposed to call me last nite and didn't, thus wasting some valuble study time. Who cares? I found wrapping paper with my name on it! I'm soooo easily entertained. Well, that's it pretty much. I'm going to listen to the symphonic band play tonite then go to soccer practice. Current Mood: busy Current Music: pirates of the carribean-in my head! (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 13th, 2003
12:28 am	I know I know I haven't written in here in a loooooong time. SORRY!! Vicki if you read this just know I still love ya. Well, here are some of my ideas for a screen play. Vamps must: Not be able to go in the sun Have to drink blood to be converted Have different powers depending on who made them (inherited) can look at religious symbols don't "die" in the morning, and even young vamps can stay up (not all day) or rise early some are beautiful some are ugly (we need fat ones too because fat was a sign of wealth in Jean-Claude's era and we were just born in the wrong time period) definately some kick ass american vamps...maybe a native american frm..New York during colonial days? retractable fangs? how are they created? Powers: Universal telepathy but esp. between maker and fledgling, Shape-shifting (no bats, too stereotyped) Blood lust movement of objects Healing powers x-ray vision? flying capabilities Just some quick ideas. If anything, to get our creativeness flowing, pick out one of LKH books and do that first. Well, gotta go to e-mail vicki that i finally wrote something Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)
Monday, October 13th, 2003
10:55 pm	SAVANNAH RIDES AGAIN!!!! I get to go home!!! I could not be happier!! I get to see my family and friends. I miss them all so much. I just hope my mom picks me up. If not I'll hitch hike to AP. This has been in many of my letters to friends/family back home because sometimes my mom has a way of being cynical. The thing is that one of my close friends from school has insisted many times to help. There is only so many times you can refuse. I don't like being a charity case any more than the next person, but sometimes help is, well, helpful. I have prayed to God daily to either grant me peace about not seeing anyone til November or show me a way home. Well, it seems to me that he was working through Casey to get me home because I was in SOOOOOO much distress about it and SOOOOOOOOOO homesick. Well, I need to go because I'm supposed to be doing homework. Current Mood: aprehensive Current Music: people typing (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 12th, 2003
2:28 am	Sad, Sad Existance Jean-Claude Which Anita Blake Character Is Your Ideal Mate? brought to you by Quizilla I suppose my mood is better from a few days ago. I'm not quiet as sad but I still wish I could go home. I miss my friends, family and I am beginning to question whether coming here was a wise choice. I guess I'll find out later. Well, I need to go. It's 2:30 in the morning, insomnia is a bitch. Current Mood: gloomy (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 9th, 2003
11:42 pm	My life sucks I won't be coming home for our fall break. I got a 2/5 on an essay. I have been crying all day and wish with all my heart I could go home. I miss my family and friends some whom I haven't seen since graduation and I miss them. I feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad. Current Mood: depressed/homesick Current Music: funeral march (Comment on this)
12:21 am	I named the goat on liveJournal's home page...Frank. He looks like a Frank. Current Mood: indescribable (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 8th, 2003
7:28 pm	Home sick sucks AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I got off the phone w/my mom just a while ago. I am supposed to ride with one of my friends whose going to Kingsville, but if that falls through then my mom can't come get me! I will cry if I have to go all the way till November not seeing my friends or family. On top of that I have to go have a biopsy done on Friday, the 17th for yet more skin cancer things. The only thing is that it took me 5 months to get an appointment for this place, I can't wait another 5 months!! I feel so sad. Current Mood: sooooooo tired (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 7th, 2003
10:57 pm	I get SOOOO distracted!! I need to do homework for two of my classes tomorrow, but am I? No!! Victoria was right about this being addictive. I think it's because it's my only release to be whatever in this too normal Baptist Bubble that I live in. At least back home I know that pretty much everyone is not poor but like me and I can relate to them. On Queer Eye, they have a new toast at the end, Queer Cheer!! Carson tried on a Speedo in a department store and actually looked really hot!! But what can I say, gay guys know how to take care of themselves. I want to marry one!! If that isn't an oxymoron, I don't know what is!! Well, I need to go but if Victoria reads this, or my e-mail, THANK YOU!!! Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Monday, October 6th, 2003
11:37 pm	the green eyed monster I am sick and tired of being poor!! I would like to have a car to drive and be able to go around Waco. Pero, no!! I have to walk everywhere. I'm tired of seeing kids that their mom and dad can afford a good school without any worries about paying it and still get their child a BMW!!! It pisses me off!! I don't even get a Grimlin for cryin out loud!! Well, it's a mixed emotion cause I also miss all my friends back home and wish I was there now. A little less than two weeks till fall break, and it won't come soon enough. I am a freak up here and everyone looks at me weird. At least my freakyness is accepted back home. Victoria is kinda like my sister in weirdness. Weird sisters, sorry just came out. Well, I have to go and work on my paper. P.S. Victoria-who is Josh?????? Current Mood: pissed off (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 5th, 2003
5:34 pm	school drives me crazy!!!!! I feel pulled in sooooo many directions!! I have a football game on Monday but can't go because I have to hear a speech for speech and I have to go to the writing lab because I'm retarded. I know this already and don't need someone to tell me this. My bright spot in my days/weeks is that I talked to Victoria, who makes me feel less like a freak in this Baptist Bubble that I live in. I hate writing, did I mention that? Everyone seems to be rich here and their 'rents pay for everything. Well, they should come to my neck of the woods. They have this poverty simulation thing, and I'm like, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, because the poor people's houses look like Aransas Pass!!! Plus, have any of these people actually lived being poor? I have lived in a house with no running water, no refrigerator, stove or any air conditioner for about half the year. I don't want to hear that these people actually want me to do this when I have!!! And no, I am not volunteering. I like myself and tend to keep it that way. Sorry, I just had to vent there for a while. What a relief. Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Maroon 5 (Comment on this)
Friday, October 3rd, 2003
12:27 am	What's up? Well, nothing much here. Just thought I would write b/c Victoria's going to want to see this. I found Dark Magic today at WALMART!!! All that searching and it was at WALMART!!! I'm kinda indifferent right now b/c one of the people I met here is soooo negative...halloween is dangerous(yeah, because freaks like me are here to scare your children, HAHAHAHAHAHA), I'm weird, and my jeans are just toooo expensive!!! Well, excuse me for not having an outlet mall near me!!!! Victoria, if you read this, know that I am very lonely and miss you bunches. I have found another friend and she's real cool. If I don't get a CL position, then we're finding an apartment together. She puts up with my obsetions and likes me for who I am. If you come this way to visit your brother let me know, so you can visit me and stay in my dorm (they don't care) and I can see this nephew of yours!! Current Mood: tired Current Music: only the song that I hear (1 Comment |Comment on this)